Today has been hard.  I got all pumped up about starting this journey and getting healthy and I already screwed it up.  I was so hungry I just went and threw it all out the window and when I say all, I mean ALL.  Here is what i've eaten today.

Breakfast
Chocolate Covered Strawberry Oikos Yogurt
Medleys Fruit Chews

Lunch
BK Whopper Sandwich (Have I mentioned i'm vegetarian!!!)
Large Fry
Large Coke - Drank half
1 container of fry sauce

Snacks
2 oz. sharp cheddar cheese
Fresh Stack Everything Crackers - Ritz.

We also have a huge work event taking place tonight with themed hors d'eovures and mixed drinks on each floor and a large plated dinner with dessert.  Lord help me, this is going to be hard.  I didn't weight myself this morning but i'll weigh myself tomorrow morning.

Today i'm not feeling well.  I have a headache, gunky throat and a bad cough and it's also day 2 of SW.  Grrrrr.  I really need to get it together.  Tomorrow is another day!

The Beginning

I've started many blogs throughout the years and never stuck with it.  I want this one to be different.  This one is more important to me because it's emotional.  It's documenting my journey to the two things I want most in my life, to be healthy and to be a mommy.  I'm not sure that anyone else will read this blog but it is really just for me. Over the past year, my husband and I have been trying for a baby.  We've been doing everything we're supposed to do and praying about it regularly but it's just not happening.  I had surgery in August 2014 to remove a uterine polyp and now, technically there is nothing keeping us from getting pregnant.  So, I can only blame it on my weight...and I can only blame myself. I turned thirty in September and have made a vow to myself that this will be the year.  I'm going to have a baby and I'm going to be in the best shape of my life this year.  This is just the beginning.  I started doing CrossFit 2 months ago and I'm now starting to focus on my diet.  I'm going to do this.  We're tired of waiting, we want to be parents.  I'm ready to get moving!